It's the last work day of the week. A normal two day weekend is before us. That doesn't really excite me much. No big plans, nothing out of the ordinary... except church on Sunday. That's a good thing. I really enjoy the worship and our pastor. Kent is a normal, down to earth guy. He's truly seeking God's will. He is humble. He doesn't need to impress anybody. I like that. I want to be more like him. I try. Most of the time, I just prefer to blend into the woodwork. Or so it seems. I'm not an out front kind of guy. Or at least I don't think I am. Maybe I'm fooling myself. Thoughts?
I do seem to like nice things, but I keep telling myself I don't have to own them. I think I just resigned myself a few years ago to believe I never will own nice things, so why bother thinking about them.
Life is so fragile. You know, we need to be right with God, at all times. (that came out of a text I just got)
So, the BMW and the boat are for sale. I think I finally came to the point of deciding I just don't need them. Or God is telling me I don't need them. I think hanging out on the boat and wakeboarding are two of my all time favorite things to do. But, for some reason, I may have to let it go. I don't understand all the ramifications, but I do understand that I'm not the only one in financial trouble these days. I have to keep reminding myself of that. Honestly, I think simplifying is a good thing. I'm even considering not having cable TV.
I'm realizing that the things I enjoy most are being outside, in a dramatic, beautiful setting. Maybe a kayak on a high mountain lake or even a class III run is just as fun as a wakeboard boat on a busy, crowded, choppy lake.... hmmm.... and backpacking in the wilderness is, by far, more fun than walking thru a mall or even the greenbelt. Is it age? I don't know. I don't think so, because I seem to be the oldest one out there. Well... besides Susan. She's 4 months older than me! :)
So, here we are, headed into another weekend. Not sure what this one holds. But I will do my best to make the most of it. Hope you, whoever you are, will do the same!
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Nice blog! As far as "out in front" there are those who have a "presence" of leadership and there are those who have an influence - and on a rare occasion one may find them in the same person. In my opinion you fall into the category of the later - one who is an influence. This actually carries more credibility and by definition has more influence on others.
ReplyDeleteI also enjoyed your characterization of simplification - I should have taken heed last year instead of gambling (not literally) and acquired more debt. I too need to sell off some "things" as they only serve to create stress.
But, in all this there is God and on February 18th He delivered a beautiful baby boy to my daughter and son-in-law and made me a grandpa. The responsibility cycle continues - but for now, we simply enjoy just sitting in the presence of such a miracle.
My weekend is already filled with Joy...and then there is my doctoral studies that still need work. Thanks for sharing and have a GREAT weekend!