It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly


This could easily be my lifetime goal. These words have had a special place in my heart since I first heard Santus Real sing them. It just clicks with me... know what I mean? It's so easy to just give it all to God, right? Or is it? Sometimes yes. Sometimes no. Why is that? What makes us hold on so tight to the things that can and should be given over to God? Why do we hold so tightly? Why do we want to maintain "control"? Human nature, I guess.

So, we just continue to hold on, or give it up, depending on the day. We just keep on keeping on. Little by little. But all the time, believing in God to the best of our ability. Knowing for sure that He's up to something, larger than life, bigger than me, something Heavenly!